Disappointments

So many thoughts have run through my head in the last two days. So many experiences. It all culminated in a real kick in the stomach this morning. I can't verbalize all that is running around in there. I wish I knew how to put all of this down and record it. Maybe I can over the next couple of days.

I'm going to look at a couple of houses tomorrow. Hopefully I will like one of them and can do something about it. I really want to get out of this apartment. The neighbors are killing me. One of the places I'm looking at tomorrow is a block from St Timothy. That would be fantastic if it's a good fit for me.

I should go to bed. I hope I can sleep tonight.